I had been planning on posting this tomorrow…because in my mind I thought that my blogiversary was on January 6th. But when I decided to go back to read the first post….well how wrong I was. My blogiversary is actually on January 5th!
18 years ago I decided to create a journal of my efforts to lose weight and I decided to do it on an online journal, a blog. The first post was simple. It didn’t have grand plans. I didn’t wax eloquent about my goals. I simply wrote two paragraphs about my desire to get serious. By that time I had already lost about 50 pounds and I was stalled (ironically enough at the same weight I have been at recently). I wrote for the first few months; if not years for myself. I knew that it was a public forum but I had no illusions that anyone would ever read my words. Imagine my surprise to start getting comments! I also had no clue that I would meet some fabulous people through this forum, people that I call dear friends. I had no idea that 18 years later that I would be writing my 2,566th post as a blogiversary post.
Those first posts were sometimes lame (I’ve gone back and read this whole thing a few times so I’m being honest when I say lame and boring) but they are a great view of my triumphs and failures. Through this blog I have been at highest weights.
And I have been at my lowest.
But this website has been so much more than 2566 posts.
I have written and gained knowledge about weight loss and fitness. And I wrote about it in posts about Zumba. I was even featured in the newspaper regarding my love of Zumba. I was so happy when I made lifetime with weight watchers and I couldn’t wait to share it on here. I shared my desire and quest to become a runner. It wasn’t an easy process but I shared it all and I celebrated on here when I set a personal record.
It wasn’t all victory though. I have tried to remain transparent and honest. I’ve shared the lows (and oh have there been lows!). However painful and embarrassing, I have religiously shared them! But through the years, I started to share more of my life. I realized that simply talking about my struggle to not eat or my victories needed to be seen in a larger context that included aspects from my life. So I shared my life with things like my experiences with a crumbling marriage and divorce. I happily shared aspects of my ‘courtship’ with Jason. I shared my struggles with my mom’s ongoing health and my father’s death. I have written about my elopement to the love of my life, Jason. And I’ve even shared our pets! The weight loss story is all encompassing. Life happens and it affects our weight and our weight loss efforts so years ago I decided to share it all! It serves as a record my memories and accounting of this lifelong journey but it is also my accountability!
So to you, anyone that reads this blog/website; I say thank you. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Your presence here was a surprise at first, I had no clue anyone would ever read this. But I’m grateful that you found me. You have offered me friendship, accountability and your wisdom. And words can’t describe how appreciative I am for each of you.
I’m heading into year 19 of blogging. It’s insane to think about having being doing this for so long, but I’m as determined as ever to continue writing. It’s good for my soul!
