I am totally struggling! I had a fantastic time last week in regards to my weight loss journey and now it seems to have totally slipped away into this big messy pile!
It started on Saturday morning. I woke up and I just felt the heavy weight on me. I was going to visit my mom. I was expecting the visit to be a really rough one based on how she was on Friday night when I had talked to her and when my brother had talked to her. I was not looking forward to going. I got myself ready and headed out the door early. Sitting and worrying about what the visit may hold was not going to do me any good. I didn't eat anything before I left...of course not; I am doing the 16:8 intermittent fasting plan. So I wouldn't be due to break my fast until lunch time. I was driving down the road and trying to psych myself up for the visit and all I could think about was food. Food has always been my comfort and I wanted some that morning. I got off the interstate halfway there and picked up a fast-food breakfast. Not Healthy. Not in keeping with my Intermittent Fasting plan. NOT something I even needed. That was purely me giving in to my food addiction.
It didn't end there. I got home and I ate lunch. And when Jason mentioned Cheeseburgers I was like "lets go to Five Guys". I didn't get the mini cheeseburger. I got the double patty one. I also didn't forego the french fries. No siree. I ate French fries also. My ww points were like 77 for the day ....calories were about 2200. CRAZY
Sunday I did a bit better. I didn't break my fast until the proper time. I didn't cave and eat fast food. I did indulge a bit too much. But in the grand scheme I did better!
Monday I fell apart in other ways. First of all, my glasses fell apart! I have NEVER broken a pair of glasses. I literally picked them up and the arm fell off. Looking at the, not sure that they can be fixed...although I will try! I didn't get any reading in...and I didn't get any knitting done. So I totally messed up my Project 50 for the day. I will say that reading is difficult with an old pair of glasses that are only for nearsighted and do not have the progressive lenses. I have had a low grade headache since wearing the old glasses. BUT, that really is just an excuse. So I will be reading today no matter wht happens with my old glasses. THe knitting....I have 40 minutes of kitting completed for the week. I need 2 hours. So i have 1 hour and 20 minutes left to finish ....by midnight tonight! I'm gonna try!
I'm not out for the count. But I've really struggled these last few days!
And just because...here is a picture of Zoe!
