I am struggling with weight loss! Boy am I struggling! I came back and weighed in last week and I was all strong and mighty! I had managed a mini vacation with a maintain. I was invincible! I was superhuman! I was on top of the world....because seriously...a maintain at the beach is amazing! I had great plans for the week! I was going to nail the week!
I was going to .....that's the phrase you need to hear. I was going to.
All of my plans fell away. I was super tired. I had the monthly ick. It was just a week and a half long. My eating was actually in line! I swear! It was! I tracked every bite! My calories were sitting at around 1400 to 1600 calories. That should be a loss!
But it wasn't a loss. It wasn't even a maintain! Honestly...at one point I was 6 pounds up! I actually ended up with a 3 pound gain. And let me tell you, I am so discouraged! I feel totally helpless. I feel like giving up because this journey is darn hard!
I'm not giving up....but I honestly don't know what to do at the moment. Vacation is coming up and it is so difficult to not just say 'I'm giving up until after vacation." But I know that I can do a fair amount of damage in those weeks and then vacation on top of that would and could be disastrous!!!!! So right now until I figure this out.....I'm just hanging tight!
