But I am not going to lie. There has been one aspect that is really rough. That is food. I have found myself walking in circles on my 15 minute breaks trying to avoid going to the kitchen to get a snack. I have found myself eating more than I need on my lunch breaks. I used to simply carry a healthy lunch of fruit, veggies and a piece of cheese to lunch and when it was gone I was done. NOW the kitchen is right there and it is hard to be done. I look in the fridge and I see leftovers and I eat them. I see food and I want it!
I have GOT to stop this spiral. I am up a few pounds. I can blame stress all I want. I can blame that time of the month being right around the corner. I can blame all sorts of things. But the harsh reality is that I have lost control of my eating!
I need to focus on the good aspects..those runs. (albeit slow runs) and build on those successes!!!