Another week in this weight loss journey is in the books. I continued on much like normal for this past week. However, I DID change my eating plan just a bit and let me tell you. I was SCARED that I had messed everything up!!
As I wrote recently I decided that I needed to change up my eating a bit. That mainly meant that I would no longer be doing the 16:8 intermittent fasting and that I would be eating something at breakfast. It also meant that I would be raising my calorie count on the weekends that I am riding heavily (and on the day after an intense ride). I was confident with my plan. I was pretty sure it was the right thing to do, but actually carrying out this plan really scared me. I was super afraid that I would be upsetting the fine line of balance that I have achieved over the last few months. You see, for the first time in my adult life I feel at peace and balanced in regards to my food intake and choices. I don't feel guilty when I do indulge in a bit of a sweet treat. I also don't feel deprived when I do NOT indulge. The indulgences are not everyday and not even every other day (or every third day). I probably indulge maybe once a week.....and usually the indulgence falls on an intense workout day. So you see, I didn't want to mess up that balance in my head. But, of course I was also worried that it would backfire in regards to the numbers on the scales.
This past week’s weigh in should have been a lose week as this was the lose weight week on this new gain/maintain one week and lose the next see saw that I seem to be riding. When I went to step on the scales I just crossed my fingers that I lost! I did!
I also went to see my family doctor this past week. I had to have my annual physical. But I also needed to talk to her about my weight, simply because I needed her to sign off on an appeal paper for my health insurance (so that I could reap the healthy weight discount on my monthly premiums). She was happy with my efforts this past year. She is happy with my plans and where I am at with my eating. She concurs with my raised calorie intake plan. She IS however concerned about my blood pressure. It was elevated a bit. (I do have a touch of white coat syndrome...lol) But all in all, it was a good visit.
So, This upcoming week is the week that I have been typically maintaining (or gaining). This week is the TRUE test of my raised calories and breakfast experiment. I've got my fingers crossed that I have found the magic solution to get this weight dropping CONSISTENTLY! A weight loss journey is not for the faint at heart. This weight loss journey is a constant battle to find the right balance, the right plan, the right everything. I will keep adjusting and keep striving for my goals. I KNOW that they are worth it!