I recommitted to this journey in my mind this last Monday. I've been pretty spot on with my food. I've tracked it all. I've also managed to gain a pound...or two. Seriously?
What are my feelings about this? I'm torn. I'm torn between a bunch of different feelings.
*****The first emotion that is tears. I just want to cry. How totally and utterly disheartening is this. To really start watching closely. To track and to manage and to watch and to gain?????
****Next thing down the line in my thoughts is that I'm just lost. I was planning my foods for the today and I didn't know what direction to turn. Obviously what I was doing didn't work. Do I change what I'm doing? Do I tighten it further? What in the world? My word...I KNOW how to do this...I've done it. This is not a new journey. Seriously!
****Giving up has NEVER crossed my mind. It just made me sit here and say I WILL figure it out and I WILL lose!!!!!!
So let me sit here and cry a bit..but I'll be up and at 'em shortly!
