Happiness....what is it really?
It's elusive. It's fleeting. It's kinda lacking in my life. I have moments of happiness, but for the most part I'm unhappy with how my life is playing out. For various reasons I feel or actually am boxed in, unable to change the path that I'm on. It's like a roller coaster....I got on and I can't get off until the ride is done. (I love roller coasters...but not this one called life!)
I pray for happiness. I try to figure out what would bring me happiness. I want happiness. But it's hiding from me.
The bigger problem? Happiness plays a HUGE role in my weight loss efforts. When I have a handle on things my weight loss goes so much better. Case in point...early last year I had a handle.....and I was losing. My world imploded and happiness fled and I started to gain. Luckily I have stopped the gain but I am struggling with losing more.
To make matters worse...the lack of progress in my weight loss efforts contributes to the unhappiness.
So you see, it is all interconnected.
I don't know how to fix it. But I am just going to march onward and hope and pray for a change!
