II keep telling myself that I've got to do this. I've got to get myself on track and finish what I started. I am still working on finishing projects around my house. I started this 'finish up unfinished projects back at the end of 2012. I have done quite well and have finished quite a few projects.
I've finished quilts.
I've finished cross stitch projects.
I've been doing well. But I have started to falter on the MF project. You see, I'm an unfinished project. My weight loss is NOT finished. I need to finish this just as much as I need to finish all these craft projects (and yes, I have a few brand new projects lined up for as soon as I deem myself caught up...but I WILL NOT put a stitch, or lift a pair of scissors or buy anything new until I'm caught up!)
So I have been thinking deeply about finishing my projects....namely the project of myself. I've vowed to do it. Finish and then strut my stuff to be a hot chickie pie!
Today I ws sitting at work and a message came through on facebook from my zumba instructor. He message read something like this. "Hello. I know that you've lost quite a bit of weight and you have utilized zumba as a means to help you in this quest. I have been contacted by the Herald Mail (our local newspaper) to try to find someone to write an article about for the lifestyle section of the paper." I was at work and somewhat bored, so without thinking I responded to Anita and shortly thereafter was corresponding via email with the reporter that was writing the article. Before I knew it, my 'interview' was completed via email. I then received the news that a photographer would be contacting me to have my picture taken for the article. Uhhhhhh this is really real.
I don't mind sharing my story. I will say it like it is. I was fat. I was thin. I regained my weight and now I'm struggling to be 'thin again'. I don't mind sharing. What gets me is that the whole world (or at least everyone that reads the local paper) will know where I'm at. They will know that I'm still trying and that means that I'll be in the spotlight. Uhhhhhhhhhh that means I can't sit on my arse anymore this 'weight loss project' has now sky rocketed to the top of the list of my priorities! BIG TIME move to the top of the list! Failing in privacy (or at least the relative privacy of my blog and close friends) is one thing.....failing with the world watching is unthinkable!!!!