I'm doing ok.  Getting past some things.  Laughing heartily at some other things.  Mourning and missing the friend that I talked to so much.  But I've also done some real soul searching about ME.....about my life....about where I am.  I'm trying to adopt a totally different view on life, a totally different attitude if you will.  Go back to my roots.  Start from what I know....and for me that is in my faith, my religion.  I've been so angry at what has been dealt that I've turned away.....maybe it's time to turn back.  No, not be a fanatical religious person, that has never been me.....but just remember what I believe and my faith.  It has brought me some peace about everything that's been going on within my life.